Monday, August 6, 2012

T...

Hmmm... Do you want it? You don't know. Nobody around seem to have it. You don't care. But hey, he has it. He also has it. You were wrong. Everyone seems to be trying, they just didn't tell you. But none of your friends have it. So, its ok. But you decide to try anyways. You try, you fail. But hey, you tried. Life changed, people changed, you didn't. You are a little old. No, not old - just matured. It happens again. You didn't try, it just happened. Is it for real? Of course, not. It screws up, miserably. Life gives you lemons, big ones... Its frustrating. Why can't it just go as per plan. Its just your plan, you don't control life. Its more frustrating. Your friends still don't seem to have it. Your friends are useless. You give up. But you secretly wish you didn't. Calm down, if its meant to be, it will be. Where is all that maturity? Its all going to be worth the wait, your friends tell you. Its all going to be worth the wait, you tell yourself.  You blame it on fate.You blame it on quarter life crisis. You blame it on the unsuspecting beggar you met in that obscure temple you visited 3 years ago. Still, that doesn't change the status quo. Somehow you find yourself almost there. But wait, this is not where you wanted to be. Back to square one. This time you truly give up. And finally, it happens. This time for real. From what it looks like, this could very well be worth the wait. Here is to welcoming 'T' into this blog...

Cheers !